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Saturday, September 26, 2009
This post is for my one and only Syg . Syg,I don't want us to be seperated at all . I want it to continue . People might say that it's impossible but I believe that we will . But yet,I kept receiving this weird feeling from you . And it's getting stronger day by day . I gave my heart to you when your friend asked me to be his . I rejected him because of you . Becuase I know you're the one for me . And Syg,I've been waiting for you to be mine . Obviously I can't let you go just like that right ? You totally completed the other half of me . When I was imperfect,you were the one who make me really perfect . You're the one who is always and forever deep down my heart . My heart is locked to you . I just can't bear to let you go . If you want this to end then I will respect your decision . Syg,I can feel it when you're not truthful to me . IDK if it's true . But it will be fucking hurting without you by my side . 2 months is coming up and I want to continue counting . I seriously want . Here without you,my life is nothing . Before,2 hearts became 1 . You're my life now . Without you,I'm completely dead . Tell me . How am I going to survive without you ? How ? Do you think it's easy to let you go just like that ? It takes time for me to heal if I let you go . It really does . All I asked for is you to be mine always . Forever . It's really simple . That's what I want . I will die for you . You don't know how much I love you deep down inside . Day by day,love for you is getting stronger . But your love for me ? Is it getting weaker or stronger ? Syg,can you don't leave me ? You told me once that maybe you won't leave me . But it's only once Syg . I want to hear it always . And Syg,it's maybe not definitely . I won't leave you . Never it crossed my mind . And never I want to leave you . Never once never twice . I don't fucking care what you want your friends thinks if you're with me . What I want them to know is that you're mine . So what if they tell everyone ? Syg,it doesn't matter . If you truly love me,then you won't even bother what other thinks okaye ? You even hardly talk to me when you're online . What happened to my Syg ? I want back he old you . Seriously I fucking do . You don't even say those three words when you wanted to offline . Not even a goodbye . You just went like that . If you think I'm playing with your feelings,it's darn wrong . I do love you so much . I really do . And I do this post not for fun but it came from my heart . I do it with all my heart and soul . And those who are reading this thinks I'm a despo you can fuck off my blog okaye ? I really don't care what others thinks . What I want is you,not them . To my previous guy,the one that I love when I'm with you is my guy right now . Not you . And you were playing with my feelings anyway . So yeah . But seriously Syg . The moment we looked into each other's eye that very day,my love for you have started . It started long ago . Really long . I love you not '____' only . This moment now,tears are rolling down my cheeks . Am I nothing in your eyes ? Am I special ? Do I mean a lot to you ? Is it hard for you to see that I love you so much ? It's true I'm nothing without you . It's noot just word Syg . I won't let you go because of some other girls . Just being with you I feel comfortable . Is it even hard for you to feel what I'm feeling ? I cared for you every now and then . But are you ? I'm always the one asking not you . If there's someone deep down your heart,just tell me . Because I will jump down this building . I will for you . I really will . You're my life right ? I really miss you when I didn't talk to you for a day . But are you ? Tears are rolling down real fast right now . The more I write the more I cry . And Syg,this tears are for you . You're the one I fucking love . You come first before me . I love you more than myself . I don't know how else I want to show it to you . I showed it so many times but it seems like you didn't take notice at all . It feels really hurtful . It's like I buy this expensive beautiful dress for you to notice me but you didn't . I search for this beautiful dress for the whole day but you didn't notice . Imagine you're in my place,imagine how it really hurt . Right now,I have fucking mixed feeling . I want you to know that without you my life ends . And I'm not kidding . I really will die without you . Do I really mean a lot to you like how you mean a lot to me ? Do you ? I just want us to last real long . So far we have no argument . But I do have sorrow feelings in me . I really have . Syg,I've run out of words . All I have to say now is that I LOVE YOU . XOXO, Your Bby . |
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